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Saturday, November 18, 2006
& a LIFELONG oath of rebellion. 11:13 PM!
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
stop dwelling in the past.
am i?
dont think so. feel that im merely living in the present, not thinking about the future. cant say that im not thinking of the past. cause surely when i think of the times i had with sn and nic, it's surely something of the past. hah. what the fuck. dont mind me. am just doing mindless typing.
wanna pass time.
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& a LIFELONG oath of rebellion. 10:17 PM!
heys. im bored.
since there doesnt seem to have anyone online that i can bother.. guess i shall just blog.
anyway. im suppose to be studying. tomorrow's poa. dont have the mood to study right now, even though i know that im going to die a horrible death tomorrow, not knowing how to do all those questions. 2hours. can you believe it?? gosh. dont like the thought of it.. hais. i dont know why i took poa when i dont like numbers in the first place. oh yeah. i cant churn out a decent essay in any case. guess poa's the more sensible subject to pick. but how sensible can it be when i cant get a decent grade out of it in the first place??! urgh. i know my standard's C5, C6 even close to failing. i dont know why.. bleaghs. lack of practise, maybe?? hais. so what the fuck am i doing online when i should be locked up in my room practising like shit?!
& a LIFELONG oath of rebellion. 5:01 PM!
Sunday, November 12, 2006
blah. went to jing long kor kor's wedding yesterday. the dinner was quite alright but sadly, wasnt able to sit with any family members. cause the table that we were originally supposed to be at have one less space. think some idiot brought an extra person than was indicated on the invitation. but nevermind. we ended up being seated at another table with other people who wasnt able to get their allocated seats due to some reason or another. blah.. the food's nothing remarkable =X heheh.
ladidum.
& a LIFELONG oath of rebellion. 8:06 PM!
Thursday, November 09, 2006
havent been sleeping well lately. dont think that it's exam stress. cause i seriously dont feel any pressure. but maybe subconsciously, im panicking. hahas. isnt it cool how much our subconscious knows. i dont know why is it called the subconscious when it's the most alerted part of us, so to speak. oh yeah, cause we dont take note of it. as in.. dont take obvious note of it. heh. dumb question =
anyway, watched mythbusters before heading down to school for study session. found out that there's no way to survive a lift free falling at a speed of say, 53m/s even if you jumped at the last second.. lols. o wells. guess such things are meant to be.
it still amazes me, seeing guys scratch their heads over what's the best way to win a girl's heart. personally i feel that the interest from both parties should be there in the first place. but even that can be cultivated. still, the best kind for me is the bu zhi bu jue de xi huan bie ren. but then, when you realise it.. i think that it's actually quite scary. still, if the feelings are mutual.. it's sweet. or at least it is to me.. hahas =D
blah.. anyway. guys who dont seem to treat relationships seriously irks me. and guys who doesnt view girls with due respect. or speak of them as though they are somewhat of a prize. okae. wait. i think that in a way we are. but.. it makes me uncomfortable. i mean.. would you want to know that you're comparable to a prize and that girl that they are critisizing may be you? urgh.. yet. even as i say that it irks me. ive got to say that i myself have spoken in that way. so. who am i to judge?! goodness.
& a LIFELONG oath of rebellion. 11:21 PM!
Monday, November 06, 2006
hmm.. today's social studies and emath. woo! 2more weeks to freedom! ^.^ wahahas!
am quite happy with my social studies, since ive only got about 30-35 min to finish 2 essays?(whether i did a good job or not is an entirely different story- but. ive done my best. that's all that i can say =] hahas).
my emath.. lols. once again i can only say that ive done my best. given it all that i could.
yeah. gotta go- wish me good luck for tomorrow's chemistry X_X
& a LIFELONG oath of rebellion. 6:26 PM!
