long time since i talked to wenna, eunice and huifang. much less been a pool session with them.. missed that time we played for four hours straight. lols. tiring, but fun. had so much fun and laughter. was happy to realise that i can have as much fun around girls as with guys. cause during the past few times that i find myself in all female company [more than 2 people] i found it quite a drag- was bored out of my mind, even though we were doing shopping. hehh. maybe it's cause of the activities?? heh. anyhow. am glad that i found girls to play pool with. yayness. and that they like to play pool too. hmm.. maybe shall have a pool session on thursday, seeing that we're not really free anytime after that.
am afraid that ive screwed up yet another friendship.. hais. damn. why am i always doing things that i tell myself not to?
it's true- humans dont learn from their past mistakes, no matter what they say. no matter how much they swear that they would not repeat it. seems to be inevitable that they would end up committing the same mistake.. heh.
blah..
am going for a trip to sentosa this coming monday with alicia, casherine and her boyfriend. and maybe nina? hmm. not sure. hahas =D yay- get to wear my new swimsuit ^.^ wheee. hahas! =D am kinda excited. but the thing is that i would be going back to school for my dental appointment in the morning. am going to meet up with them after that. and go on to sentosa- yayy! ^.^ hahhas.
was watching figure skating clips on youtube just now [youtube has become the cure for my boredom as i surf its pages for videos pertaining anything of interest to me at the moment]. admire those figure skaters of olympic standards. they make it look to easy to jump and do three quick spins in the air, going into their spins so effortlessly.. the applause that the audience gives them at the end of their performance is the reward for all their hardwork. seems very painful to land on the cold hard ground of ice. imagine how many times they mustve fallen when just mastering a new skill. there's no crash mat for them to cushion the impact of the ground. the bruises. ouch. if i were them.. X_X dont think i can even survive. =blahh..
maybe when i die and get reincarnated, i would become someone famous. hahas! =D or maybe i would be a bimbo. it's easy to let your bust size do the talking- lols. imagine that!
ew.
hehh.
maybe i would be a debaunte. their gowns are nice. hahahs. but it seems pretty boring to be planning parties all day long, trying to coordinate what flower, what colour scheme is to be used, who to invite, how to socialise.. nope.. that seems to be what an event organiser do. but event organiser sounds nicer. think that there's more work involved than meets the eye.
o no.
im throughly lacking in IQ. X_X
sighs. is it cause of the education system? when we are so wrapped up in our daily schedules of school, homework, computer and stuff that we dont even know how or what the working world is like?
overseas, they have job experience programmes and stuff. here we have it too. but i think that the difference is that overseas they get to try their hand at the hotel, maybe as the chambermaid [cant think of a better term], see how the restaurant is ran and stuff.. quite practical and useful as a guide as to what they would like to do in the future. here. our work experience consists of jobs in the zoo or nursery. for goodness sake, please offer a wider range.. -.- not everyone of us aspires to be a zookeeper or someone who takes care of whiny kids [i know, not all are like that but.] maybe the government's trying to appeal to the student population's maternal instinct.. heh. and maybe would help in boosting the child birth rate in singapore. hello. we are 13-17years of age. the age where we are most likely to be interested in stuff like trends and videogames [stereotyping here. sorry] maybe the nursery programmes and stuff are fine for the lower secondary students. but maybe you can offer something more.. adultlike for the upper secondary? those business thingy.. maybe see how it's run and stuff. i dont know. urgh. i dont know the right term and stuff.
damn.. am feeling dumb
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