'dont you dare let me touch her desk', you said. though there wasnt much anger in your voice, i still can tell that you really mean what you say and it's not in jest. maybe it's because i think too much. or maybe it's becase we've shared 4years of friendship. no. make that 1. cause we were really really good friends for one year. secondary one. do you still remember? or has that period of your life been banished to the back of your memory? do you still remember how you used to buy Mars bar for me so that i can snack on it during recess? do you recall how we were 'twins' in the family tree cause we were THAT close? and how i can tell what you are thinking at times? maybe it's just me and not you. but still. that was when we were in secondary one. drifted apart in secondary2. back to friends in secondary3 after i broke up with him. even though you werent there when i was going through some rough patches, the fact that we were still on talking terms make my days more bearable. and now in secondary4, we've drifted apart again. probably cause ive changed. or maybe cause i suddenly saw you for who you really are..
i admire you cause you would stand up for what you think is right. can say that you are/were matured [in my eyes]. but now. after that i dont know if i can ever view you in the same light.. either way hope that i would be able to forget about that incident. afterall, this is our last year. and i dont want to lose a 4year friendship just because im not willing to overlook some minor stuff.
seems to me that im thinking too much..?
hehh.
maybe.
upbeat music's streaming out of the stereo now.
listening to upbeat music's suppose to lift the mood.
but somehow, it's not working. feel as though there's a weight resting on my shoulders..
