do you remember the first present to the guy that you liked?
i remember.
it was an op wallet. pathetic, yeah i know. but since it was quite a few years back hence it was before op went on to become some kinda brand like giordano.. and with it being a few years back, my recess allowance was, tehcnically speaking, lower. took quite a while for me to save the money.
on his birthday. i was extremely nervous. remembered how awkward i felt, going up to him presenting the 'present'. thank god a and n was there to pei me. yeah. couldnt even bring myself to look into his eyes. which is saying quite alot since we've been communicating well the last time we spoke.. hmm.
do you remember the first flower you received?
i remember.
and it has got nothing to do with love and boyfriend. hahas.
it came from N. on a bleak V.day. bleak cause its about to rain? i think. hahah. yeah. so. i was trying to shut myself from the people around me smiling and laughing as they received their flower from their friends. it's not that im jealous. lols. just that. well. since i know that im not going to receive any i might as well not feel sad about it? yeah. was on my way to recess when N saw me and passed me the flower. think that it was the last flower he was passing out to the people in Zh. that flower made my day. cause it was different from the flowers that 3e3 was selling. it's like the 'perfect' rose? hahas. the rose that i always draw it to be? heheh. dont know how to describe. but anyways. yeah. was happy. felt promiscious as i held it in one hand on my way home. *.* so that was my first flower. even though it wasnt that special cause 10 and a little more girls also received that rose.
yupps
shall go off now.
am getting irritated by my mother's nagging
