it wasnt an easy decision to make. you are a nice guy. you seriously deserve a better girl than me. im sorry that i wont be smiling by your side laughing at stupid stuff. but im sure that you would find someone who will love you back equally. im sorry that i put you through all that crap. you dont deserve it. if there's anyone who should have a better girl, it's you.
hope that you would be able to put this past you. and be able to love the next girl as much, if not more.