lack of topic made me write this:
was telling zhenwen about this blog recently. '2256hours.blogspot.com',i said. she then asked me 'why 2256?' 'cause 94 days,'which i then proceeded on to tell her that 94days is the amount of time ive been together with him. haha. so.. she was asking me why do i still use something like that when i dont think about him already?
actually.
truth be told. i didnt give it much thought to this blog link. cause you see. lything's blog is 32december. dun wanna copy her and put something like 30february right? so i was thinking of something that would be significant to me. so i thought of the time i had been together with him. i mean. why not? sure,it's a bad period for me with my paper heart flattened even further. cant deny that it got torn around the edges a little. but i got out of it alive, albeit mad. and maybe a little retarded. a little slow.. a little regretful. still. i cant say that it's entirely bad. ive sort of learnt something from it. i cant really say what exactly. but i feel as though i learnt something. so it's not that bad right?? also, it wasnt all tears for me/us. there were times of happiness [at the beginning] before everything went rotten and sour till we have to throw it all away. hhahas.
yupps.
guess that's just about how i feel lah.. =D heeh
anyways.. valentines' day just passed. hahahas. the atmosphere in school was very informal. everyone was sharing presents and all the likes. upper secondary students were exchanging sweets,cookies roses and the likes. dont know about the lower secondary. sec2 maybe will have too, doubt so about the sec1s as they just came to secondary school and would be unlikely to give each other presents as valentines' day [to them] is exclusively for those in a relationship.. but then and again, it may be not. hahhas. argh. duno lah. :D hee. yupps. so.. yeah.. haha. valentines day makes me happy. alas. had test on that day and it spoilt all our mood so the outing later on was cancelled. =\ dumb school. hahas. okae lah.. then on wednesday we had ipp. and because it was all a drill, we actually took a long time doing up all the 'preventive measures'.. bet that if it wasnt a drill we would all be very fast. no time and mood to joke also. anyway. we got cooped up in the room for about 2-3lessons. waahhahas. ^.^ miss lessons=shiok. hot air in class=not shiok.
ahha.
okae. nothing le lah.. byee
