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Sunday, February 26, 2006
remind me to never wear heels out again.
bloody freak.. heh. my toe got blister on the side.
yawns.
hais.. very the sian leh.. so long never update. think that this blog is wasting online space.. am wondering if online space would ever reach its limit?? lols. :D really.
laadidum..
came home very late yesterday anyway.. bahh.. wouldve prefered to ton the whole night. but im not of age and neither would my mom let me.. so. i think i shall just have to make do.. i mean.. how many other girls [that i know] of my age can stay out till this late? excluding eunice. maybe wanwin and yeanchiang too. but. they are not my age. heheh.. yeah.. hmm. actually. quite a few. but not the really guai ones.
arrgh.
whatever.
there's poa test tomorrow.. i still have not studied for it yet.. -_-"
ok..
gtg. bye
& a LIFELONG oath of rebellion. 8:49 PM!
Sunday, February 19, 2006
hehh.. so here i am again, all alone at home on a sunday. -.-" parents went out to have breakfast.. blah blah blah.. was suppose to go along with them.. but somehow mother and i managed to piss each other off in the early morning which resulted in me not going.. heh.. dumb fight..
anyways.. most probably is that i would be going down to bishan to get my swatch watch.. heheh. hope that im making the right choice with the watch that i would be buying.. it costs a helluva lot of money and if it doesnt suit me, im just going to kill myself over it.. kneel over and die girl! DIE!! X_X
mornings..
make..
me..
crazy..
mwahahha! HUO YUAN JIA!! ^.^ lols. the MV. lols. zhen wen and i were so-called observing the similarities between all of his songs and we realise that all of the tunes are more or less the same.. haha. got to take my hat off to him cause he's the only singer thus far ive encountered that successfully made use of the same tune without letting his listeners/fans get bored. hahas. :D anyhow.. am waiting for the huo yuan jia vcd to come out then can watch. hais. bloody hell.. they shouldnt've released it so early lah.. lols. theyve cut off one smal portion of thier viewing audience.. heheh..
had funny dreams.. dreamt that i was at NAFA.. watching this dance performance.. after a while i was outside at a field.. the performers were running around and for some reason i joined in and was soon out of breath and then there was this old man who sort of bumped into me and cause me to fall down on the ground. lols. then they all went back except for me and one performer.. -.-" then.. i woke up. dozed off.. and now i was at this.. stall selling drinks.. lotsa people. reminds me of sports day. hahas. :D then.. there was this massive flooding.. water gushed out of the stall.. remembered that i use my handphone and took a few pictures cause the water was just damn nice.. hehh.. all sorts of nonsensical stuff. =D yeah.. almost got swept away by the water.. someone pulled me up. =] haah. that's where i sort of woke up.
& a LIFELONG oath of rebellion. 9:58 AM!
Saturday, February 18, 2006
lack of topic made me write this:
was telling zhenwen about this blog recently. '2256hours.blogspot.com',i said. she then asked me 'why 2256?' 'cause 94 days,'which i then proceeded on to tell her that 94days is the amount of time ive been together with him. haha. so.. she was asking me why do i still use something like that when i dont think about him already?
actually.
truth be told. i didnt give it much thought to this blog link. cause you see. lything's blog is 32december. dun wanna copy her and put something like 30february right? so i was thinking of something that would be significant to me. so i thought of the time i had been together with him. i mean. why not? sure,it's a bad period for me with my paper heart flattened even further. cant deny that it got torn around the edges a little. but i got out of it alive, albeit mad. and maybe a little retarded. a little slow.. a little regretful. still. i cant say that it's entirely bad. ive sort of learnt something from it. i cant really say what exactly. but i feel as though i learnt something. so it's not that bad right?? also, it wasnt all tears for me/us. there were times of happiness [at the beginning] before everything went rotten and sour till we have to throw it all away. hhahas.
yupps.
guess that's just about how i feel lah.. =D heeh
anyways.. valentines' day just passed. hahahas. the atmosphere in school was very informal. everyone was sharing presents and all the likes. upper secondary students were exchanging sweets,cookies roses and the likes. dont know about the lower secondary. sec2 maybe will have too, doubt so about the sec1s as they just came to secondary school and would be unlikely to give each other presents as valentines' day [to them] is exclusively for those in a relationship.. but then and again, it may be not. hahhas. argh. duno lah. :D hee. yupps. so.. yeah.. haha. valentines day makes me happy. alas. had test on that day and it spoilt all our mood so the outing later on was cancelled. =\ dumb school. hahas. okae lah.. then on wednesday we had ipp. and because it was all a drill, we actually took a long time doing up all the 'preventive measures'.. bet that if it wasnt a drill we would all be very fast. no time and mood to joke also. anyway. we got cooped up in the room for about 2-3lessons. waahhahas. ^.^ miss lessons=shiok. hot air in class=not shiok.
ahha.
okae. nothing le lah.. byee
& a LIFELONG oath of rebellion. 2:29 PM!
Saturday, February 11, 2006
i think that it's kinda sick on how i always seem to like the kinda guys who will hurt me the most.. but wait. if i like the guy, no matter what they do, it will still hurt me in the end. lols. okae.. crap.
eh.
im a GIRL!
even though i may not act like one.
im a GIRL!
even though i may not seem to be one.
im a GIRL!
ive got my own personal feelings no matter how indifferent i appear to be.
just because im a girl.
bloody fuck
& a LIFELONG oath of rebellion. 11:35 PM!
Friday, February 10, 2006
eh. i know i said this lotsa times, but VALENTINES' DAY IS COMING!
lols.
damn dots.
maybe going out with maria and a few more singles on that day? -.-" lols. heheheh.
the feeling just not right lah.. i mean sure, i dont see the point of v.day. but just cant help feeling sad about the 'might-have-beens', right?
bleaghs.
emotions and life's a bitch. sneaking up on you just when you feel okae. heeh. dont even know if ive gotten over him. why isit so that girls always have this concern for their ex,no matter how they claim that they dont care? lols. maybe it's just me. =]
& a LIFELONG oath of rebellion. 9:19 PM!
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
i dropped hair!
ALOT of hair!!
gosh!
never had i dropped SO MUCH hair before!! X_X
not even when i was in primary school!!
& a LIFELONG oath of rebellion. 5:48 PM!
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
virgin post for this blog. lols. 3blogs in total. gosh. im wasting online space!! -.-" lols.
laadidum. =]
& a LIFELONG oath of rebellion. 6:48 PM!
